ALWAYS

God

You are my lifeline

My heart beats for You

My soul longs for You

Yahweh

My spirit cries out for You

The air I breathe

It’s You

It’s always been You

You’ve loved me since the beginning

Even when my heart was no longer turned towards Yours

Why did I withhold my love?

Because

Your creations have been manipulated by this world to appeal to my body more than my spirit

I thought it was love

I did what made me feel good and not what made me feel God

You

My Father

I put You in the friend zone knowing that You are the love of my life

It’s a sickness to be to so addicted to creation that you neglect the Creator

Why did I not want to taste and see that You are good?

Because my heart wanted some distorted version of You and not the real You

How incredibly embarrassing and inconsiderate 

To hear, but not believe

To be released, but stand still

To see, but lose sight

Oh but what a mighty God we serve!

The God who is mighty to save

Hosanna!

A God-designed woman 

Who decided to design her own path  

Not realizing that path was designed to destruct 

Because it disregarded the original design that was destiny 

And yet

In the midst of that chaos

The Designer became the Refiner 

Purified the tainted specimen and brought it back it’s original design

What a God!

A clump of cells sold out to God with Jesus as my nucleus 

The Holy Spirit as my mitochondria

Ready to operate at maximum capacity for You

God

Only You

It’s always been You

I love You with all of me

Forever